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Hey guys, so fb locked my account because I refused to use my real name so my fb will not just be some open place anymore for just anyone. If you want to be on my fb again please private msg me on DA and if I feel appropriate I will add you. My new fb will have my real name and family on it so please understand if don't add you it's for personal reasons.

Sorry guys. I'm literally ded rn. I haven't booted up my art desktop in 2 months.

I think I want a penpal from another non-english country. It'd be cool to write to someone like... on pen and paper. Better yet an artist as well to send sketches back and forth. Does anyone know how I could go about finding a non Canadian/American artist to be my penpal? I want to learn about other countries and make a friend at the same time- But not the new school way, the old school way!

In other news; In my art news... I'm sorry for the past like... 2 years. I'm trying to get in the habit of drawing more. It's been a long and hard struggle. Adult life is very time consuming and difficult to get used to and on top of it I'm dealing with a lot of health issues such as my asthma which was partially responsible for me getting sick very often. Last year I had 3 chest infections, 2 cases of pneumonia, 1 case of bronchitis, and I got strep and the flu numerous times in between. So being sick a lot has not helped me in the least in being productive or social. And yes! I am a lot better than I was last year. I still get sick a lot but I think I've only gotten sick 3 times this year and all 3 times it was just a flu and nothing serious. I still struggle with my bpd and do get depressed and anxious but I'm always working on that too. I hope with my over all health improving that I can start producing more art.

Thank you to the people who are always rooting for me and to the one beautiful lady who always ALWAYS leaves a comment on what little I do post. I always appreciate your comments so much. In fact every comment counts as a booster up for me so I extremely appreciate the comments. You really hold me here and you're an amazing fan and friend. uvu <3

That is all!

Love you my little fan base. ;u;

Hello to my very few active friends and followers on here. It took a long time but I finally bought a new art computer and a tablet to match. Hopefully I will have some new art up soon. I'm currently fighting a stupid bought of depression so the art progression is slow, but please wait for me. I will hopefully make something that I'll feel okay with posting soon. I hope. I can hope.

On another note... I cannot for the life of me get used to my computer being like a tablet. Having "aps" on my computer is one of the most annoying thing windows could have integrated into a system that was mostly fine as is. Now you have to swipe and do all of this shit meant for a touch screen when I don't have a touch screen. It's incredibly annoying to get from one place to the other.

Also! I bought an intuos tablet instead of a bamboo because apparently wacom no longer produces bamboo's anymore. I do noooot recommend. I was suggested to get it because it felt authentic... By authentic they meant it feels like I'm drawing on sandpaper then yea, really authentic. It's just not very smooth and it's something I'm just going to have to get used to now considering I can't just return the product and I can't afford to just go out and buy a different tablet.

Oh well. That is my insight for the day. I am going to go drink tea until I get inspired- maybe some vodka too. Maybe I'll just get smashed.

No seriously. Fuck. My art laptop finally broke. Just leisurely working on art and the screen turns to static before shutting off. I saw this day coming; things have been breaking for a while now(slowing my ability to produce art), but I didn't think it'd be this soon. So now I'm sitting here wondering how long it'll take me to save up before I can even afford a decent computer to make art on. Ugh. I'm already severely depressed and stressed out. Maybe I could do commissions? A fund to help me save up for a new art computer? But how long would that take? I can't make digital pieces that would go for 30 a pop. Omg, I'm dying. Whyyyyyy? What do I dooo? It's going to take me until christmas to have enough money for a new computer. No no no. ;n;

I'm dead now. Bai forever.