I'm literally only writing this because I'm waiting for water to boil so I can eat oatmeal.
Hi guys, I'm just sort of updating you again on my poopy life. I'm sick for the millionth time. It got pretty bad, but I think I'm starting to get better. My bed smells pretty nasty from having super bad night sweats. I have this weird.. flu, or strep. Maybe a lung infection cause I'm coughing up yellow junk and bits of blood. I'm not sure. But the good news is that my fevers aren't super severe anymore. I had such bad fevers that I kept puking up my food. I'm so excited to eat right now.
I also had the worst body aches ever. It reminded me of the time I got mono.
But good news is that everything is mellowing out. My fevers are on and off now and I can seem to manage the pain with medicine. The only troubling part really is the joint aches and the feeling of my lungs being full of crap along with my uncomfortable bronchitis cough.
I'm really fearful that I may have pneumonia or a lung infection again. I haven't really been updating you guys on my health just because it literally is old news; that I'm always sick... but it'll be my third time in the past... well, this year that I've had a lung infection and the fourth time this year I've been sick. We're only in the third month.
I still don't understand why no doctor wants to look into what's going on. Normal people don't get sick this much. I don't think they get how much it effects my every day life. I mean, besides the fact that being super sick is disabling and painful, constantly being put on antibiotics gets expensive. And having to work while I'm sick sucks, having to call in to work because I'm too ill to move sucks too. And I call in a lot which is really going to make me lose my job eventually... I've realized this. I went in to work yesterday despite how ill I was just because I am becoming fearful that maybe they think I'm faking it or I'm calling in too much, that I'm a liability. 3 hours into my shift I ended up throwing up so they had to send me home anyways and it just totally sucked. I was so upset... I was trying so hard to just be there and I physically couldn't be.
Being sick also effects how much art I produce which is awful. I have enough issues with artblock without being struck down by a fever where I can't get myself up out of bed.
But no doctor I see understands so I sort of stopped seeking answers.