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Lost Again by EasyLuckyFree80

I really love this. It's sort of creepy, but at the same time solemn. It's almost as if there's a hidden meaning in it all, but you jus...

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I'm just some girly thing.
I hate periods.
Kill me please.
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Anyone who knows me by now should know that I have constant art block. Like I get artblock for weeks at a time with one day of inspiration or motivation in between. It's been like that since I got mono like 3 or 4 years ago and suffered from a really bad fever where my mom had to take me to the hospital. I'm pretty convinced that the 2 months of being bed stuck fucked me up somehow. I went from owning 20 sketchbooks to 1 half full one after that point. I also used to upload weekly. I clearly don't anymore.

I forgot how to make lines after falling ill and took a full year just to get back in to digital art. Even now though I struggle with constant art block since then.

But I've hit a new low in the art block history of Tanu. I have physically forgotten how to draw eyes. I spent 80 percent of my day yesterday at my computer struggling. If the lines weren't shaky the eyes were misshapen or uneven in some way. I tried looking at old art, I couldn't copy my old way of drawing eyes. I tried looking at other peoples art, and again it didn't feel or look right.
I feel like a 5 year old trying to make something pretty for mommy... but the terrible truth is that I have the hands of a child and I can't move them as well as an adult can just yet.

It's terrifying. I'm freaking out. What if I forget how to draw hair next? What if I forget how to color? I don't want to lose the only thing I'm good at. How did this happen? Is there a form of art block out there where you do forget how to draw? Is it temporary?
Someone save meeee. ;n;

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BlackSnowWonderland Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014
Ayyyyyyy I finished my part of the art trade! Boredom by BlackSnowWonderland
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OfBugs Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014
I'm so slowwww. -sobs-
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BlackSnowWonderland Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2014
Ohnonono it's fine! You have, like, a bunch of stuff going on in your life right now, take all the time you need!
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SmashReality Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yo i'm a friend of your brother Derion. check out mah art :D you do really good digital art and i do pencil sketch. i was talking with him about doing cover art for his band
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OfBugs Featured By Owner Mar 16, 2014
Haha, coool.
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Mala-Makabra Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014
Ty 4the fave <3
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OfBugs Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014
NP <3
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Mala-Makabra Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2014
x3
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MalaMakabra Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014
Hi, hi hello, sry.....
But this is you'r 2 profile? 
pinbuns.deviantart.com/
or
ohtan.deviantart.com/

(>’o')> ♥ <(‘o’<)
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OfBugs Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014
I-I'm not Ohtan or Pins... Sorry. ^u^;

My name is Tanuki.
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